unheard pain

This is a frnds story whose outlook for the life changed overnight……..she was an extremely bubbly, chirpy sort of girl who used to love herself and the life she was leading…but don’t know why she speaks a different language now…..though she pretends that she is as before….but being a close friend of her I know she has changed…and I m trying my level best to make her smile again…
Well….here is how I have tried to express how she looks at life now!!


Khud pe haste rehna fitrat si ho gai hai,
Gum main bhi muskurate rehana aadat si ho gai hai,
Jahan bhi najar dalo khilte chehron ko dekhkar,
Khud ki pehchan chupana niyat si ho gai hai,.
Pehle hum bhi the ek phool ki tarah,
Ab ek kali banana hi chahat si ho gai hai,
Hum bhi chahte the ek bacche ki masoomiyat,
Par in rusvayion se jindagi pe lanat si ho gai hai,
Jisse itni mahabbat thi humein kabhi,
Ab usi chehre ko aaine main dekhne se humein nafrat si ho gai hai!!!!!