IS THIS ME!!!

How will you react when for the very first time you get to hear those three words from someone you’ve adored all the way!
I’ll tell u…u’ll start jumping with joy, u’ll be damn excited, u’ll start smiling all the time for no reason, u’ll start looking up at urself from every nook and corner, u’ll suddenly become the greatest poet, u’ll begin to have sleepless nights and if by chance u get to sleep u’ll start dreaming of the other one’s presence around u. I know all this is normal…so SHOULD I SUSPECT MYSELF TO BE ABNORMAL!!!! …..coz I didn’t feel any of the above. For the very first time; somebody genuinely said “ I LOVE U VERY VERY MUCH!!” and I didn’t hear those resonating sounds, didn’t feel my heart trying to come out breaking the visceral cavities, didn’t feel the frozen state of mind…..but had a plain smile!!…had a wndrful sleep and that too dreamless!! Though I know deep down I do have a soft corner for him…then why this?? AM I NORMAL????!!!